Another thing I am missing is the gym . All the early mornings and late nights rehearsing , being in school , at stage etc makes no time for going to the gym . And I miss being in the shape I am usually in . But after this week I will have a little bit more time to that in the morning . I just need to start my days a little bit earlier and getting to bed directly when I come home from school , rehearsals etc.
I feel really bad about not having the time for the blog also . I use to write 2-3 times a day back in Sweden and now I have only been able to do it ones a week . And I lost some readers because of that . So its time to step up the game . I finally figured out that I don't need a computer to be able to blog . I can use the weebly app . If I could afford a tablet I would totally buy that , because that would be so much simpler . But a poor student don't have money for that . But I will absolutely be better in writing now ( I know I said that in at least 4 post earlier . But now I mean it because school is almost over and then I will be having a more schedule than now .
Hope you haven't missed my newest pictures that I have added to my portfolio . I have posted the most on Instagram that I also hope you are fallowing . I need to raise the followers number so please help me with that
I also want to say that I have become a whole different person who I was in Sweden . I been through some happy , tough and stressful times and it have made me grow so much as a person . I actually need to look back sometimes just to see how much I have grown as a person . I have so many people to thank for that . My mentor Adam Parson , all my dance friends , support from sweden and support for all my loved ones . I want to do a special thank you to a person who is my role model . He was one of the first people I met here in Los Angeles and spend a lot of time with . His Name is Michael carter ( instagram Michaelcarterlifestyle fallow him ) . He prepared me for the la world without me even notice it . I told me about all the good things and the bad things la can do to you and you don't want it to take over your own person . I can honestly say that la have taken over my own personality sometimes . I have seen both bad and good moments with me living here . But I finally realize now that this is just want Michael wanted me to prepare to and be able to take me out from the la life so it wont take over me as person . I don't see him at all but he will always be the person who is a role model for me and an inspiration . He made me mature so much and I am so much stronger than I was when I first moved to this big city .